TRAVERSING THE SLUSH OF MIGHT
Deep at night, when hyenas start slinking
about my skull and dishes start breaking in the
porcelain sink of memory, when a cold wind
sets a trash can lid dancing down Brook St., I
begin to dream, and the dreams come like
beads strung on a necklace that is way too tight. So I
can't explain why Grandma Sarah showed up, uninvited,
during a visit to Grandma Bessie's. I don't know why
we needed to take our Ho Chi Minh poster with us
on trips and tack it up in every room we happened
to be staying in. And I don't know why I hit that car
and kept going, then drove the wrong way
down a steep ramp to the highway (before
Sandy took over and backed us out). I don't
know why any of this happened, but I do know
I was slipping on the rock face of an Adirondack
slope I once climbed and swinging way too high in the
playground at Van Cortlandt Park. What I knew is that
I was falling.
School starting in two days,
my 32nd year.
September 5, 2004
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